the [bad word] began to peak
smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer.

You wont try to save me
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.

You taught my heart
sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful [bad word] 
How do you do it?
You're my heroine.

You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime.

You taught my heart
sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful [bad word] 
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I'm better off with you than someone else

Your face arrives again
All hope I had [bad word] surreal
But under your cover's
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit

You taught my heart
sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful [bad word] 
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I will save myself.