bring out the worst in me,
then you'll find
nothing in my smile.
letting the best things go,
its no simple life for me.
i think about everything 
from the day
that i try to be.
dont even ask me why.
i change the words inside of me.
and [bad word] i had to waste it.
and [bad word] i had to know.
and [bad word] i had to let go.
did i leave too slow?
i spend alot of time
with the light on,
on my own.
i spend alot of days 
where i belong ,
all alone