I've given up writing you letters 
stop telling me I am better off 
I thought time would let me forget her 
Well dear this time I've had enough 
So go hide with your walls and your friends 
I can see I can see through them all 
For you I'd spill my blood on the concrete 
But I fear you'd feel nothing at all 

This is a battle 
This is a war I am forced to fight 
This is a battle 
I just tried to do what I thought was right 
This is a battle 
This is a war 

From here i can see the horizon 
I'm pulling myself up from the depths 
you don't think I see but I see you 
I'm trying to reach out before I forget 
You said to rise far above it 
but I'm falling short falling way beneath 
I'm tired and I'm [bad word] disgusted 
at such a lack of self belief 

Take one last breath 
and focus on the good 
take one last breath 
I'll be the man I should 

I know that we've been misled 
but these lights will guide you home 
its not like when we first met 
but I'd give you all I own 

I've given up writing you letters 
stop telling me I am better off 
I thought time would make me forget her 
Well dear this time I've had enough 
So go hide with your walls and your friends 
I can see I can see through them all 
For you I'd spill my blood on the concrete 
But I fear you'd feel nothing at all