I had to have a drink today 
to stop my hand from shaking?
To keep my heart from breaking
to stop these tears [bad word] down my face?when I heard the news I knew
That I have faild you
I was not there to save you
And I let you down again
So pass the bottle around
make sure to hold it down
Cause it is the only warmth
We'll find tonight in this
whole damned town
That's what happens
when we live our lives as strangers
We hide from all our failures
or will we ever learn
I had to have a drink today 
to stop my hand from shaking?
To keep my heart from breaking
to stop these tears [bad word] down my face?when I heard the news I knew
That I have faild you
I was not there to save you
And I let you down again
And is not this ashamed
We only found each other through greed
through loss and pain
And if it does not kill us
Can we say it made us stronger
We lost a friend and brother
or will we ever learn
I had to have a drink today 
to stop my hand from shaking?
To keep my heart from breaking
to stop these tears [bad word] down my face?when I heard the news I knew
That I have faild you
I was not there to save you
And I let you down again
I had to have a drink today 
to stop my hand from shaking?
To keep my heart from breaking
to stop these tears [bad word] down my face?when I heard the news I knew
That I have faild you
I was not there to save you
And I let you down again
I had to have a drink today 
to stop my hand from shaking?
To keep my heart from breaking
to stop these tears [bad word] down my face?when I heard the news I knew
That I have faild you
I was not there to save you
And I let you down again