Was I Even There? (исполнитель: Trip Cyclone)
[bad word] Lights all on, You don't notice that I'm gone Gone the footsteps and gone the sighs, Gone the smiles, And gone the lies You don't care that you're alone When you awaken safe at home Don't you see if no one cares Then they won't know That you're not there Was I even there? Did I take up space? Will you remember who I was When another takes my place? Family photos gather dust, Favorite trinkets start [bad word] Faces fade into the past, These memories were supposed to last Pictures of a happier time, Before the hate, Before the crime, The pictures prove that I was there, So tell me why nobody cares? Was I even there? Did I take up space? Will you remember who I was When another takes my place? When another takes my place When the stone was home, It doesn't miss my face Why don't you see what you will see? Why don't you see it anymore? Don't you see it anymore? Draw you out, pull you in, Tear apart limb from limb, Don't go in there, stay away, [bad word] fall off, so they say, Ancient curses haunt these rocks, Hear them whisper, hot wind talks, Blood-red stones and pitch-black holes, All those screams of tortured souls I move without thought To cliffs sharp and steep, My will has no defense Against these urgings dark and deep... People enter, [bad word] out, Never scream, never shout, Disappear into the night, No wonder then we're full of fright Something keeps [bad word] back In spite of fear of sudden attack, I feel the draw of the canyon dark Where shadows dance and lightning sparks My feet move without thought To cliffs so sharp and steep My will has no defense Against these urgings, dark and deep Against these urgings, dark and deep And I need to know What secrets this [bad word] mouth keeps If I descend, will I ever see Will I see the light of day? Will I see the light again?