[bad word] 
Cuz I don`t wanna be like this, I've [bad word]  these streets for too long now
I've got nothing it`s [bad word] but this song now, but the further I go…. I wanna go home

I [bad word]  swear that I care, but it`s hard when you stare,
Into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare.
Oh my desolate soul, in my desolate home,
It`s my desolate role, yeah I'm here all alone.
I can't think of a reason to get the [bad word] outta bed,
Curtains closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak,
Tolerance at it`s peak, another fifth just to sleep.
Oh woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need love,
And hos you see, hos you see, I'm just in [bad word] 
And I swear I'm trying baby, please baby don't leave, [bad word] I'm a [bad word] up, but I guess that's just me.
So I sit in my room, and I cry in my bed,
Thinkin` about all the [bad word] that made me wrong in my head.
I keep trying to climb, but it seems so steep, pour myself a [bad word]  whiskey
And go back to sleep...... [bad word]  [bad word] 

I watch my momma cry, she says baby why,
I say baby died, babies gone like a suicide.
I don't think you'll see him soon Mom, stay out my room Mom,
Tell Daddy that I hate that [bad word] like you Mom.
I sing this [bad word] for you Danny, Sascha and Jordon,
These beers keep gettin` warmer every time that I hold them.
I pour this out for you like a partner in crime,
It`s part of the times, when you`re sick in the mind.
Ya I'm sick, oh so sick, I'm so sick of this [bad word] 
Ya I'm lit, oh so lit, I'm so [bad word] up off it.
So I stumble around, til I stumble fall down,
Into this puddle of my tears, laying here on the ground.
When you've got nothing left, you've got nothing left to lose,
With my last, this single breath, I`ll still be singing to you...
So when you bury me man, you better bury me deep,
And sing along to this song…. cuz your broken like me.
 [bad word] 

And I wanna` go back to the start, back where we started from,
I know it's been so long, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along.
 [bad word]