Hope You Die

I wish to thaw in your arms
The dream [bad word]  sand through the fingers

I’m wick after all I have to learnt, that [bad word] sick to her

Tightening knot more strongly, blindly [bad word] dream
The [bad word] is rejecting, smiled to the pain.

I feel depressed now
FEEL DEPRESS!!!

Where is my salvation? Those nights I can't sleep
Swallow freedom scraps, where I supposed to go?

When I close my eyes 
Can’t find some place of my own mistakes
Old memories [bad word] (So hard to catch myself)

So when I close my eyes I hope you [bad word] die
There is so much pain
There is so much hates
I [bad word] hate you!
Scratching my face by your hands 
But Now I wish you gone
What I suppose to do
I want to forget your face
You want to raping my mind
For what? do I deserve this
Why do you hurt me?