you choose to laugh at me
every time i took a step
and every worthless statement
that you made
ended up in heart ache
you pulled and pushed me
and left me all too scarred
you tried to change your shape
and change your mood
but you found it all too hard

your father swore at me
he couldn't have my face at his door
and every [bad word] memory i found
winds me up even more
i never wanted you, only needed you
to fill an empty space
i wanted you [bad word] 
wanted you to leave
to leave without a trace
i tried to tell you 
the attraction had got cold
you tried each and every little remedy
but you could not break the mould

i wanted you to leave 
wanted you to go
to leave without a trace
i wanted you to go
wanted you to leave
to leave me in my own space...