Oh man, i can't believe that you did what they said
You did and to this day i've still gotta say that in
My mind i question it i wish i knew what you had
Meant before you went and left me wondering to
Just an echo of your voice 'listen...'
Now i wait to take my turn to bleed like a kid playing
with a razorblade and wonder if i have the
Balls at all or am i gonna be afraid where are
you? 
What do you think? 
Cuz i'm not sure when
Knocking at death's door if i will be [bad word] in
or be left alone outside

I hear the sound of a heart
From the shadow in the dark
Waiting for the poison to hit its mark
(listen--my son) i see the darkness
Surround the shape on the ground the
Killer straight up and a body face
Down (firstborn-last one) 
I hear the
Din of the screams, sorrow in streams
The smell of farewell and gasoline
(listen--my son) i see a heart set free
And my legacy hear a voice from a
Shadow that is beckoning me
(firstborn-last one)
I guess [bad word] a point when you
Think to yourself "this isn't worth it, it
Isn't worth it" and now i feel what you felt inside
Brother and now i feel what you felt
This isn't worth it, it isn't worth it i
Wish it didn't end this way live a life in [bad word] through a mortal shell asphyxiating
Smell for a crime lifetime imagination
Locked in a cell and to the other
Firstborn, i see the same scene that
Must play over in your mind and now
How much more i'm sure it's [bad word] with
Your head just like it's [bad word] up mine.
"listen my son-firstborn last one"
The message you sent out to me-i can't
Change what's meant to be