[bad word] doxxa

I MADE IT THROUGH THE DARKEST OF MY [bad word] DAYS, 
STILL THE BLADE IS WHERE MY HEART IS AND THATS WHERE IT STAYS,
I CONTEMPLATED WITH THE CARTRIDGE BY MY [bad word] BRAIN, 
YOU CANT RELATE TO ME YOU HARDLY KNOW MY [bad word] NAME,
UGH , STRANGE , DAYS ARE AHEAD , I THINK IM DERANGED THEY JUST SAY IM UPSET , I CANNOT CONTAIN [bad word] [bad word] IM SO GODDAM DISTRESSED I DONT KNOW HOW TO DRESS, 
BLESS , (your blessed) , HOW AM I BLESSED
I AM MY OWN GOD AND THE CLOSEST YOULL GET , I SHOW YOU RESPECT THEN I SHOW YOU THIS TECH WATCH ME BLOW YOU TO BITS WHILE YO [bad word] THROW HER NECK, DEATH , THREATS , LAY ME TO REST IF YOU WANT ME GONE I WONT FIGHT LIKE THE REST , I SURELY ACCEPT ANY FATE ANY QUEST ANY PATH ANY [bad word] WITH WHAT I SELECT - 
BREAK !!! 
FACES THROUGH PHASES I FEEL THE HATRED REPLACED WITH SENSE OF SATAN SENSATIONS DONT REALLY SAY [bad word] JUST RAGING I WANNA MAKE IT SO PATRONS CANT EVEN TAKE IT IM WAGING 
YO LIFE I TAKE IT AND TASTE IT THEN THROW IT UP - YAH! 
THE [bad word] IS SICKENING TWISTED UNLOCK YO LARYNX AND TWIST IT THEN [bad word] AND AIR WHEN I LIFT IT I STOP YO PARENTS EXISTENCE I MOCK THE MARRIAGE ITS MYTHIC [bad word] YO [bad word] LIKE ERRAND JUST DROP THEM KAROTS THEY GLISTEN IM GLOIN UP - YAH!

 [bad word] AROUND AND GET YO [bad word] KICKED! 
TRYNA OPEN UP MY CASKET! x2 
I PUT THE [bad word] ON THE BLACKLIST! x3
DONT YOU OPEN UP MY CASKET! [bad word] #33;