As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece 
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all gonna choke me 
[2x]

You're so crazy [3x]
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me 

It's like a [bad word] [bad word] deal 
I'm sitting here waiting 
I'm calling you back 
and you won't call me back 
and it's [bad word] up, but at the same time it just made me want you even worse. 

For awhile I was cleaner than now
Then I started to destroy myself
With things that I love now the things that I hate
Until it finally broke me 

You're so crazy [3x]
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me
 [bad word] my [bad word] [x2]
Choke me [x3]

As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece 
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all gonna choke me

You're so crazy [3x]
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me