Breathe in and sigh
 Wake up the beast I have inside
 Dark thoughts of [bad word] through my mind
 [bad word] of wars marking the stars of the battle
 I just don't feel the same 

 It's [bad word] and cold
 soldier in war
 Striving to live
 Losing control 

 Creeping down
 Just crawling through the darkness
 Falling to the silence
 And gloom of my days 

 It's [bad word] and cold
 soldier in war
 Striving to live
 Losing control 

 Sometimes I try to know why I
 Lost my mates and risked my life
 Gave up on my dreams and hopes
 Sometimes I wish I had more time
 To heal, to heal my soul 

 It's [bad word] and cold
 soldier in war
 Striving to live
 Losing control
 I
 Just a pawn to sacrifice
 Sometimes I try to know why I
 Lost my mates and risked my life
 Gave up on my dreams and hopes
 Sometimes I wish I had more time
 To heal, to heal my soul