I close
My eyes
And follow my dreams
Taken away
By thoughts of bitterness
Deep shadows
In my soul
No senses in my heart
Mental abysms
Are haunting
My existence

I am not the one
You think to know
Outside alive and kicking
But inside broken down

My past [bad word] closer
And spits me
In my face
Events recures
They'll never let me rest
My will
To live
Is lost since many years
My road
 [bad word] 
Know no resort for me