[bad word] on

I've been walking, I've [bad word] 
To the place where the traffic goes
I've been trying, I've been flying
Down the highway of highs and lows
And no one knows where their heart lies
And I can't read all the street signs
And I feel seasons turning again

 [bad word] ]
If you walk away, I'll be right behind
If you lose yourself, I will throw the line
With the books I've read, and this heart of mine
I will look ahead to the other side

If you see me on the subway
You can ask me which way to go
I'll pretend to know the answer
Try to hide that it's all for show
And time can move but it can't move me
So much to prove in the city
and I can feel the sunlight burning, listen

If you walk away, I'll be right behind
If you lose yourself, I will throw the line
With the books I've read, and this heart of mine
I will look ahead to the other side

And every time the clock strikes six
The camera clicks and you gotta do it
Oh, so you do it
and smile... smile... yea-oh...

If you walk away, I'll be right behind
If you lose yourself, I will throw the line
With the books I've read, and this heart of mine
I will look ahead to the other side [x2]

Walk away, yeah
Oooooohhhh