In my head i hope you have forgotten.
But in my heart i hope you still remember.
That you said if i got homeless one day.
You would keep a place for me to sleep at.
In your home, next to you.
And you worry that i'm drinking too much.
And you said i should take better care.
I just wish i didn't bother you at all.
When we fall, we fall hard.
I fall down.
Pick me up, help me stand.
I just hope i don't depend on you too much.
You could take care of yourself instead.
Sinking, drifting, failing, falling.
This is all my fault, this is all my work - sinking falling, drifting.
This is not your fault, this is all just me.

It's not up to you to fix me.