I'd like to laugh at what you said 
but I just can't find a smile 
I wonder why you can't 
I [bad word] with myself 
hoping I might change a little 
hoping that I might be someone I wanna be 

looking out I want to know someone might care 
looking out I want a reason to be there 
cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you 
and I don't know what I'll do without you 

looking out I want to know some way might clear 
looking out I want a reason to repair 
cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you 
and I don't know what I'll do without you 

I can't see nothing good 
and nothing is so bad 
I never had a chance 
to explain exactly what I meant.