Lying on my back on a railway

Looking at the sky and its full moon
In the back of my head I feel [bad word] wheels
Shaking my memories
It's getting darker and darker and darker
My hands are frozen and [bad word] out of my mouth
As I whisper my last words
Seem to fade away

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The train is moving forward and closer
Can't stand up and walk away
Once I made my mind up so long ago
Now I can't change
It is just too bad

I feel so left alone, so forgotten
Nobody knows where I am, no one misses me
Cold [bad word] from my eyes
And the cold is freezing my last tears
Like I'm only half in my body, I can't feel
I think I'm already half gone, I can't think
It's getting colder and colder and colder
I can't breathe

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Cold metal - burning in my back
Cold cold metal - freezing
Cold cold metal - my head will burst open
Cold cold metal - it's been too much