Nagesutetai yo mamottetai yo
Mujun darake no kanjou hyougen
Kokoro, naite ashi wa tomatte mo
Sakende itai yo

Yume de mita n da, tougenkyou wo
Oikaketa n da, zenryoku shissou
Demo tochuu de iki ga kirete
Akirameta

"Jibun nanka ga dou natta tte..."
Jichou [bad word] no? Kamawaretai no?
Kotae no denai meiro de zutto
Nukedasenai

Kako mo mirai mo ima mo subete
Boku wa boku de kawari naku tsudzuku
Sanzan ushinatte, zutto kizutsuketa
"Boku ga 【boku】 de [bad word] tame ni"

Nagesutetai yo mamottetai yo
Mujun darake no kanjou hyougen
 [bad word] senjou, ashi wa [bad word] mo
 [bad word] [bad word]  [bad word] itai yo [bad word] yo
Docchi nanda yo I my me mine?
Kibun soukai tsumari kanjou?
Kotae wa denai mei-mei-sou-sou sa

Nayandatte genjitsu wa sou,
Subete ga aimai senjou
Tomatta tte hajimaranai nara
Sono te de tsukami ni yuke

Itsuka yumemita tougenkyou wo
Zutto chikaku de [bad word] dake
 [bad word] FURI dake tokui ni natta
Jiei honnou

"Tanin nanka ga dou natta tte..."
Kyoumi nai FURI [bad word] dake
Kizutsuku koto wo [bad word] tada no
Yowamushi desu

Kako mo? Mirai mo? Ima mo? Subete
Boku wa boku de kawari naku tsudzuku...?
Sanzan tsukurotte, zutto gaman [bad word] 
"Boku ga, 【boku】wo [bad word] tame"

Nagesutetai yo mamottetai yo
Mujun darake no kanjou hyougen
Sude ni senjou, shiki wa sagatte mo
 [bad word] amaete
 [bad word] itai yo [bad word] yo
Docchi nanda yo aimai me mine?
Kibun soukai tsumari honrou?
Kotae wa denai mei-mei-sou-sou sa

Nayandatte genjitsu wa sou,
Subete ga aimai senjou
Yasashisa wo furiharau hakichigaeta
Jiko ai = honnou?
(Jiko ai = honnou?)

Nagesutetai yo mamottetai yo
Mujun darake no kanjou hyougen
Kokoro, naite ashi wa tomatte mo
Sakende itai yo

Nagesutetai yo mamottetai yo
Mujun darake no kanjou hyougen
 [bad word] senjou, ashi wa [bad word] mo
 [bad word] [bad word]  [bad word] itai yo [bad word] yo
Docchi nanda yo I my me mine?
Kibun soukai tsumari kanjou?
Kotae wa denai mei-mei-sou-sou sa

Nayandatte genjitsu wa sou,
Subete ga aimai senjou
Tomatta tte hajimaranai nara
Sono te de tsukami ni yuke

I want to throw away, I want to protect 
This emotional expression full of contradictions 
Even if my heart cries and my legs stop 
I want to scream

The paradise I saw in a dream 
I chased after it at full speed 
But in the middle I ran out of breath 
And gave up

"I don't care about myself..." 
You want to self-deprecate? To be noticed? 
Inside a maze with no answers, never 
Able to get out

The past and future and present, everything 
Continues with me as me 
I lost everything and was always hurt 
"In order to stay [myself]"

I want to throw away, I want to protect 
This emotional expression full of contradictions 
Even if my legs shake in this smoking battlefield 
I'll destroy it and leave it behind

I want [bad word]  I want [bad word] away 
Which way is it, I my me mine? 
refreshing feeling, in other words emotion/calculation 
This is being lost with no answers

Even if you worry, reality is  
battlefield where everything is approximate 
If nothing will start when you stop 
Then grasp it with your own hands

The paradise I once saw in my dreams 
I was always just watching it from nearby 
I'm only good at pretending to know things 
An instinct of self-preservation

"I don't care about others..." 
I only pretend not to care 
I'm scared of being hurt, 
Just a coward

The past? And future? And present? Everything 
Continues with me as me? 
I fixed everything and always held back 
"In order to protect [myself]"

I want to throw away, I want to protect 
This emotional expression full of contradictions 
Even if morale falls in this sudden battlefield 
I'll distract and you and spoil you 

I want [bad word]  I want [bad word] away 
Which way is it, almost me mine? 
refreshing feeling, in other words total control 
This is being lost with no answers

Even if you worry, reality is  
line where everything is approximate 
I let go of my kindness; I was mistaken 
Self-love = instinct?

I want to throw away, I want to protect 
This emotional expression full of contradictions 
Even if my heart cries and my legs stop 
I want to scream

I want to throw away, I want to protect 
This emotional expression full of contradictions 
Even if my legs shake in this smoking battlefield 
I'll destroy it and leave it behind

I want [bad word]  I want [bad word] away 
Which way is it, I my me mine? 
refreshing feeling, in other words emotion/calculation 
This is being lost with no answers

Even if you worry, reality is 
battlefield where everything is approximate 
If nothing will start when you stop 
Then grasp it with your own hands