I watch myself in the mirror, I tell myself I'm fine
I give myself [bad word]  I toast myself with wine [bad word] on even I know, I'm not that blind
All I ever wanted was for you to be mine

I wake up in the morning, and things look the same
But you're not right here next to me
So everything has changed
I can still smell your perfume, I can still feel your hair
When I close my eyes you're still with me
But when they open you're not here
You're gone, you're gone...

I get up and I head out, I like every other day
I stop by all my usual stops, I listen to what they say
It all seems so normal, it all seems so fine
But when I go to call you on the phone
I remember you're not mine

Every night that, I stay alone
My heart grows harder and oh so cold
Sometimes I wish it were
That you were still here in my world