You reach for pain
you reach for fear
you reach for everything
but nothing [bad word] your way

And I'm not lying
you [bad word] about the way I behave without you

And last night I had a dream
about it
And it's very hard to stay faithful
to a dream of you

 [bad word] 
Think about the lies
that we told to each other
we never bothered
What a big surprise
that you're scared of yourself
and alone all again

You reach for me
you reach for us
you reach for everything
but nothing [bad word] my way

But you
you are nothing but a state of mind
from the start until the end

 [bad word] x 2