I've tied so many chains to what I hate in life
But nothing seems to get away from me
I've tried to get away from all the [bad word] they taught me
And nothing changes, things remain the same

Mad and enraged, wrathful, annoyed 
It's [bad word] what they say, don't wanna be their toy
One last fix waiting, I know that's not enough 
I want more, anyway, anyway

Their words are mistaken, they speak of ways of life 
I don't care what it means to them
Anxious, desperate, enraged, [bad word] and out of control
I take to the streets in search of something more
I've given my whole life to the ones who exploit
My faith and my desires and given nothing back

And I don't [bad word] 'cause they all [bad word] me off
When I get nothing back
No way to accept a chance 'cause there's no difference 
When I get nothing back

They [bad word] my mind and bet with my soul
I'm lost in lost paradise, a paradise of lust 
I stand apart from everything they offer in life  [bad word] get on my nerves, hope they die
They want to delete my trace, 'cause they 
Don't wanna face what the world has [bad word] After their [bad word] illness

And I don't [bad word] 'cause they all [bad word] me off
When I get nothing back
No way to accept a chance 'cause there's no difference 
When I get nothing back