when you were here before
couldn't look you in the eye
you're just like an angel
your skin makes me cry

you float like a feather
in a beautiful world
i wish I was special
you're so [bad word] special

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
what the [bad word] am I doing here?
i don't belong here

i don't care if it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul

i want you to notice
when I'm not around
you're so [bad word] special
i wish I was special

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
what the [bad word] am I doing here?
i don't belong here
 [bad word] out the door [bad word] she [bad word]  [bad [bad word] 
whatever makes you happy
whatever you want
you're so [bad word] special
i wish I was special

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
what the [bad word] am I doing here?
i don't belong here
i don't belong here