From a dead man greetings

There's not much left to love
Too tired today to hate
I feel the empty
I feel the minute of decay
I'm on my way down now
I'd like to take you with me
I'm on my way down

The minute that it's born it begins to die
I'd love to just give in I'd love to live this lie

I've been to black and back
I've whited out my name
lack of pain, a lack of hope
lack of anything to say
(There is no cure for what is killing me)

Oh do you see it
Oh do you know
Oh do you see it

I’ve looked ahead and everything was dead
I guess that I am too