Consequences that had left me for dead
Repercussions that went straight to your head [bad word] in no one
Believing in nothing
Living in a world of pure deception

So far this life is contemptuous
This mind, a gun, so relentless
 [bad word]  I am damaged for life! [bad word]  like I’ve been [bad word]  [bad word]  I am damaged for life
And I can’t believe I’m alive!

Determined to destroy all that you know
Conceal your lies in the web [bad word] [bad word] in no one
Believing in nothing
Living in a world of pure deception

So far this life is contemptuous
This mind, a gun, so relentless
 [bad word]  I am damaged for life! [bad word]  like I’ve been [bad word]  [bad word]  I am damaged for life [bad word] 
And I can’t believe I’m alive!