Thought that it was you

Думал, что это была ты

I thought that it was you 
The things you saw me do 
They were [bad word]  

Little did I know 
You found me in your joy 
And there was I, a little boy. 

My shadows they're not new 
My soul's split in two 
Lord, I thought that it was you. 

This Christmas snow that falls 
Gives silence to us all, amen, amen! 

You know my deepest sin 
You've seen me deep within 
So fill me now like wind 
And let the miracle begin. 

There's a river and you know 
There's a place we used to go 
That's where I throw our ashes now. 

I must have walked into a cave 
Among these things that you must save 
And there I touched the grave. 

You know my deepest sin 
You've seen me deep within 
But fill me now like wind 
And let the miracle begin. 

You know my deepest sin 
You've seen me deep within 
But fill me now like wind 
And let the miracle begin. 

Sometimes I felt so sure 
When I opened up your doors 
That there'd been no one there before. 

You know my deepest sin 
You've seen me deep within 
But fly, fly higher from it 
Just look into my eyes. 

You know my deepest sin 
You've seen me deep within 
But fill me now like wind 
And let the miracle begin. 

And the secrets that you say...