Yesterday
I knew my reality was different
From everyone in the crowd
Left standing here alone
Wishing to withdraw

Lonliness
Instead of trying to understand others
Giving up was the path for me
Time for the curtain call
Until that day's first call
Emeralds go tingling up and down my body
Left to wonder why I was still living
Didn't have a clue

Tell me if you can see
The difference in me
I'm not
Alone
For the rest of my life
Out from below
The veil of my dismay
And now I only know
Of what is hope

Heavenly
I felt on those noisy and rambunctious days
My feelings inside start to grow
When I'm out with old friends
Triumphing with hurrah
Emeralds show determination, dazzling
No matter what's waiting ahead of me
I'll walk the road

I'll risk my life fighting
Till every day is through
And I won't
Regret it
For the rest of my life
I swear that I
Won't [bad word] like I was
And return to that old
Miserable me