If I had a dollar bill for every time Ive been wrong 
I'd be a self-mademillionaire and you'd still be gone 
So hand me down my dress shoes and my best dress shirt 
Cause i'm going down in style to cover the hurt. 

All i wanna do all day is spend it in bed but that's bad for the body and even worse for my head 
So i'll try and find a place where no one will ask me a thing 
It will help me to forget and help me to say 

Cause now i'm [bad word] again 
means to my end 
And i'm scared of myself 
Cause now it's all the same, 
The places and names 
And i'm scared of myself again. 

Have you ever wanted to wake up from your dreaming 
It scared you so bad you couldn't you control your heart or your breathing. well walk out the door with me on the floor 
You don't care how i'm feeling 
I guess a weak and tired and frightened man is no longer appealing. 

Cause now, i'm [bad word] again 
means to my end, 
And i'm scared of myself 
Cause now it's all the same 
The places and names 
And i'm scared of myself again. 

Some people have a gift of reaching right into your soul 
And finding the hole 
And making it bigger 
There are sometimes i think i catch you cracking cynical smiles 
And in a short while 
You'll be my hearts grave digger. 
Well there's not much i can do 
Cause i'm at the mercy of you 
So baby i guess we're through oh 

Cause now i'm [bad word] again 
The means to my end 
And i'm scared of myself 
Cause now it's all the same 
The places and names 
And i'm scared of myself 
Cause now it's all the same 
The places and names 
And i'm scared of myself 

So go walk out the door 
You don't believe me no more 
And i'm scared of myself again. 
Again. 

If i had a dollar bill for every time i'd been wrong 
I'd be a self-made millionaire and i wouldn't be singing.