The mourners bow their heads 
But I am not above 
Flow in the evening rain 

Despite how hard I try 
I'm left just to be 
Lonely and afraid 

My sober thoughts lie here 
I have kept them away 
silence through the glass 

It's colder when you're near 
Your vanity makes me bleed 
Illusions never passed 

Your silence helps me pull away 
I push farther from my thoughts 
You made me pleased with how I feel 
But a friend is all I sought 
The days just blend into a whole 
The pale skies just seem to grow 
I have so much to give 
More than you'll ever know 

My useless pulse is through 
My hope is given away 
My [bad word] has been misplaced 

As I [bad word] through the haze 
if you simply saw my face 
I'd find a way to stay 

We didn't speak at all 
of how we felt 
It doesn't matter now 

And so you're gone 
No one seems to watch 
Need to be around 

Losing myself 
in nowhere 
away from your eyes 

But what do you care 
if I'm not here 
Just tell me why