Fumbling in [bad word]  inside soul torn apart

Feel the loss of paradise, leave an empty heart

Closing eyes will shut out, the warm light of a life

Grip is fading slowly, for each day passing by

The soul is bleeding from thorns inside

Red blood is flowing in waves of tide

Shades of lies are playing, on pale and stone cold face

Eyes [bad word]  take the empty space

Down on knees I'm weak, don't turn your back on me

Lips are full of lines, which only I can see

It hurts so bad, I cannot breathe

So lonely so lost, in misery

Breathing a lie, I am denied

Blindfold my eyes, I am to die

Push away in anger, a disappointed mind

The streak of [bad word] I seek, It touch so deep inside

Illusions has been washed, away like grains of sand

In endless waves of sea, the shore of unknown land