turn back time
reason why
break neck speed
history

waiting waiting
wading wading
exasperated [bad word] tethered
hoping forever

no! i tried to settle bets with my own soul 
bless my lips for the first time before you don't
gripping to the last touch of your hand i grow to loathe
hope that you remember just how far i'll go
spend the rest of my life wishing i'm enough

resist
resist
resist

resist
resist
resist