Verse 1:
My bed is not what it used to be, fragile and tired, I'm trapped beneath. The weight of my alibi, my sins, my lies, my own demise. I was called back from far beyond the grave to retake my name, [thumb down on my pain]<--Not sure

 [bad word] 
This place was once my grave where I buried all my shame, lost and disarrayed, I have reason [but I'm but am I sane?"  Though my [bad word] cold, my shattered soul, though we write the pages of a story never told, and though my [bad word] cold, I'll take back the life you stole!

Verse 2:
And all I see is a bloodstained reality. I need some [fading?] of this monstrosity. And all I know is my soul has some place to go and I can't find my way back home.

 [bad word] 
This place was once my grave where I buried all my shame, lost and disarrayed, I have reason [but I'm but am I sane?" ?] Though my [bad word] cold, my shattered soul, though we write the pages of a story never told, and though my [bad word] cold, I'll take back the life you stole!

Bridge: 
..Brother i lost my way...sinking in for days..This spell I'm in..this lack of notion brings me right back to the ground

Brother, I've lost my way, I've been sinking in for days {This part repeats
 [bad word] repeats. 
Then, "And though my [bad word] cold, I'll take back the life you stole!"
 "I have reason, but am I sane?"