sometimes its so hard to see
and to understand
sometimes its so hard to be
and you've got to pretend

sometimes its so hard to say
and you've got to leave
sometimes you just can not stay
and I think...

 [bad word] 
What if I'll lose you
What if you'll go away
I can't refuse it
You are the all I have

Somehow I start moving on
I opened my eyes
This thing just made me strong
And I broke up this ties

But still when [bad word] out
I thinking of days
When I was so sure. no doubts
And I said...

 [bad word]