In which god's name will we be killed? 
Who's most righteous? 
Who's most terrified? 
When your parents left the house we would creep up to their room, to the drawer beside the bed. 
We would pull out the shining [bad word]  
One side dink, the other side Jesus. Not hedonists. Not atheists. Churchgoers. Blockparents. 
I wonder what lurks in neighbors' drawers? The most pristine are hiding everything. Is this our "decaying society"? 
These are the married ones. What about the others? Don't condemn your life to be riddled with shame. Everyone's hands cause natural disasters.