I destroy all in me 
That might be understood 
As weakness or fault 
I condone and embrace 
The inescapable 
End of it all 

There are no words in this world 
To make [bad word] 
Darkness beyond all senses 
Under the black wings I lay myself to rest 
And draw a new note of silence 

I behold and observe 
That in my reflection 
There are no scars 
I aim to be reborn 
And redress my failures by 
The [bad word] of this form