oh how to breathe, how to be
when everything you see
falls apart I?m outta here
and I do know what to feel
all I am, all I was
nothing?s left but a scar
And I know that?s what you are

out of here
I?m [bad word] with my fears
oh I believe I can?t
all I hear, all I feel
is anything but real

I still feel the whole where you left my heart
it?s empty and dark
And when I try to remember how to feel
I see no point in being
lost all my believings

while you filled me with that
sickened blood
you pushed
into my vains
I thought It would
stop the pain

//words and music by tabitha anders
//strings arranged by andreas gross