It's late at night the worlds asleep 
And I'm trying not to think 
I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds 
I'm thinking what is wrong with me 
Because the only thing i know 
About honesty 
Is every lie i told 
That you believed 

I'm afraid, To be alone 
I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out 

And you'll be amazed 
At the secrets i keep 
You'll be amazed 
At my mouth full of lies 
I'm too afraid [bad word] clean 
My life's still free in the house of cards 

Now i can't look you in your eye's 
Because the guilt is killing me 
I try disconnect my heart again 
Just so i can breathe 
I wanna be myself again 
But i just can't coz 

I'm afraid, To be alone 
I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out 

And you'll be amazed 
At the secrets i keep 
You'll be amazed 
At my mouth full of lies 
I'm too afraid [bad word] clean 
My life's still free in the house of cards 

It's such a shame what I've [bad word] 
After years of breaking down 
My whole life [bad word] undone 
Cuz I'm trying to fake it all 
And I know that you love someone 
But that someone isn't me 
Isn't me 
No 

You'll be amazed 
You'll be amazed 
You'll be amazed 
You'll be amazed 

And you'll be amazed 
At the secrets i keep 
You'll be amazed 
At my mouth full of lies 
I'm too afraid [bad word] clean 
My life's still free in the house of cards 

You'll be amazed 
You'll be amazed