deep look in his destiny’s book
Realized his fun [bad word] to an end
Wondering the streets aimlessly
Wishing God could have turned back the time

past that has now died
kid whose eyes have already seen so many years
Now this victim is me who’s lost almost everything
And those around me I’ve made them out as evil

When I haven’t seen much from a mother and father-
You expect me not to see people as such?
Where can I find love with these two eyes?
From a mother and father ready to part?

When it came to me -- this world opened its mouth
And spilled out its pain and left me defeated
My image of you was to always be together
It tore me apart, this unjustified choice

When the world wants to see me suffer-
What should I do, sit and sew the pieces together?
This time it’s me that’s giving you advice
I’m a gonner - just reading my last rites
 [bad word] 

Just once, see the world through my eyes
Just once, have a seat and listen to my words
For my sake, try and find a better way
Let’s put our hands next to each other once more
(repeat)

Tell me, what have you done for me?
Other [bad word] tomorrow for me ...
Don’t wanna go after heavy [bad word] I swear my brain’s just a strip that’s flat-lined

Shouting and nagging have all lost their cause
Being [bad word] was medicine for my wasted nights
You’ve forgotten me, you’ve lost your mind
You made me lose all hope and my faith

Going crazy -- thirsty for your touch and embrace
Don’t need your pity during your evening prayers
You know everything I wanted -- You saw all my needs
Now will you answer this innocent and harmless kid?

You’re my idol -- you’re no different than me!
Feels good to see us gathered like a family
Without you, I’m void of any friends ... I’m lonely 
I tell myself to burn in the flames of this [bad word] 
- [bad word] -

I’ve had this question on my mind for while now
Why? Why’d you two step in and get married?
No ... not just a question -- it’s been bottled up in me
In my lonely nights -- like a staring owl, it gawks at me

I’m still a kid -- weak, can’t handle it still
Why am I here if you weren’t ready yet?
That’s fine, I too got someone watching over my head
You got me from God, who’re you gonna pass me up to?

This society filled with hungry wolves?
I’ve been given to you on loan (a keepsake)-
Mother, this here is the [bad word] of your labor, for your sleepless nights
How much longer do I keep secrets in this life?

How much longer like a game, tossed around in your hands?
How much longer do I panic in fear, what to do after your split?
How long do I bear their stares and pity?
Look at me, I am sick, like a stranger, I can’t sit still

I’m not some kid who you go and buy candy
Mother, your stories were like [bad word] for our pain
How all the bad guys, they all died in the end
Now with your divorce, am I the bad guy too? [bad word] do your good deed -- don’t teach me all that (being bad)

Speaking:

“Don’t want you to think that I became bad or lost in this story, no.

Maybe I shouldn’t have said all these things

Maybe Separating is the only way left for you to survive and live your life

Maybe you’ve reached a point that you can’t continue together any longer

And Maybe ... don’t know ...“