Guilt and pain, haunting me everyday
 [bad word] me and I can't get away
Killing my heart and soul
Oh my Nicole
Still I don't know what to say
I'm tortured every night and day
It isn't in my control

I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I

Snowy skies, far away still alive
Scars are healing in your mind
In your heart and soul
Oh my Nicole
I'm starting to realise
The fatal secret of my life
Isn't in my control

I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her

It's still haunting me night and day, oh my Nicole
You took a part of my life away, oh my Nicole
I relive it everyday, oh my Nicole, oh my Nicole

No!
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but