When you were here before, 
Couldn't look you in the eye 
You're just like an angel, 
Your skin makes me cry 
You float like a feather 
In a beautiful world 
I wish I was special 
You're so [bad word]  special 
But I'm a creep, 
I'm a weirdo 
What the [bad word] am I doin' here? 
I don't belong here 
I don't care if it hurts, 
I wanna have control 
I want a perfect body 
I want a perfect soul 
I want you to notice 
when I'm not around 
You're so [bad word]  special 
I wish I was special 
But I'm a creep 
I'm a weirdo  [bad word] out 
Whatever makes you happy 
Whatever you want 
You're so [bad word]  special 
I wish I was special