I already took my black curtain down.
I already need a change
but the sun's too bright for my eyes
and I think i'd rather stay asleep
you're wasting your words and i'm wasting your time
you're asking too much out of me

self-significance / non-existent
repetition / losing my friends one at a time

you're wasting your words
i'm wasting your time
i'm wasting my worth and there's no reason why
so go ahead and push me away

if only I could keep me from myself

then maybe I could see me
from the perspective of the ones I push away
and what if I made any effort at all
too bad I won't

I am stuck