Tore it up again
I couldn't stop again
Let it go till there was 
Nothing in the way
Fought the feeling then
I gave in again
Sweet surrender to the angel I denied
When you came to life
I was terrified
I knew that nothing else 
Would ever feel the same
Doubt came over me
What kind of father would I be?
I knew the time [bad word] 
To stand up and be a man

To change the face of my life
With your future in mind
Time to do what was right
new beginning

The world around me died
When I saw that heartbeat
I knew it wasn't a sin
Can someone tell me
Why this has happened to me
Why was it only in death 
Were you redeemed, my child

No serenity
Within agony
Every day brings on 
hundred ways to fight
Constant [bad word] 
I can feel you judging me
Resurrecting every demon left inside
Her face was horrified
You [bad word] still alive
My one desire was 
To trade my soul for yours
Grief crippled me
The reaper cheated me
Left me yearning for the path 
 [bad word] to adore

To change the face of my life
With your future in mind
Time to do what was right
new beginning

The world around me died
When I saw that heartbeat
I knew it wasn't a sin
Can someone tell me
Why this has happened to me
Why was it only in death 
Were you redeemed, my child

My child!

The world around me died
When I saw that heartbeat
I knew it wasn't a sin
Can someone tell me
Why this has happened to me
Why was it only in death 
Were you redeemed, my child

I pray you were redeemed, my child