This is the beginning of the end
From this point on and on
Nothing will ever be the same again
My life is going its own [bad word] its own race

I need [bad word]  I need belief

Now I can't find a single word... speechless
Now I can't find a single emotion... numb
How can I get my life back...dead?

Stranded I am
Trapped I feel
Defeated by time

My mind still stands here
Twisting, turning and changing it all
Reforming me into something I don't recall
I wanna set things straight
I wanna make things clear

This is who I am
This is what I feel
This is how I die

Now I can't find a single word... speechless
Now I can't find a single emotion... numb
How can I get my life back...dead?