Nah, I wasn't raised at gunpoint
And I've read too many books
To distract me from the mirror
When unhappy with my looks
And I ain't got proper diction
For the makings of a thug
Though I grew up in the ghetto
And my niggas all sold [bad word] And though that may validate me
For a spot on MTV
And get me all the airplay
That my bank account would need
I was hoping to invest in
lesson that I learned
When I thought this fool would jump me
Just because it was my turn

I went to an open space
'Cause I knew he wouldn't do it
If somebody there sould see him
Or somebody else might prove it
And maybe in your mind
It may seem I got punked out
'Cause I walked a narrow path
And then went and changed my route
But that openess exposed me
To a [bad word] I couldn't find
In the clenched fist of my ego
Or the confines of my mind
Or the hipness of swagger
Or the swagger in my step
Or the scowl of my grimace
Or the meaness of my rep
'Cause we represent a [bad word]  son
That changes by the hour
And when you open to it
Vulnerability is power
And in that shifting form
You'll find a [bad word] that doesn't change
And that [bad word] s living proof
Of the fact that God is strange

Talk to strangers when family fails
And friends lead you astray
When Buddha laughs and Jesus weeps
And it turns out God is [bad word] 'Cause angels and messiahs
Love [bad word] in many forms
In the hallways of your projects
Or the fat girl in your dorm
And when you finally take the time
To see what they're about
And perhaps you find them lonely
Or their wisdom trips you out

Maybe you'll find the cycle's end
You're back where you began [bad word] this time around
You'll have someone to hold your hand
Who prays for you, who's there for you
Who sends you love and light
Exposes you to parts of you
That you once tried to fight [bad word] this time around
You'll choose to walk a different path
You'll embrace what you turned away
And cry at what you laughed
'Cause that's the only way
We're gonna make it through this storm
Where ignorance [bad word] sense
And senselessness the norm

And flags wave high above the [bad word] And the two never touch
And stolen goods are overpriced
And freedom costs too much
And no-one seems to recognise
The [bad word] to life
The bitten apple on the screen
And Jesus had a wife
And she was his messiah
Like that stranger may be yours
Who holds the subtle knife
That carves through worlds like magic doors

And that's what I've been looking for
The bridge from then to now
Was watching BET like
'What the [bad word]  son? This is foul'
But that square box don't represent
The sphere that we live in
The Earth is not a flat screen
I ain't trying to fit in
But this ain't for the underground
This here is for the sun
seed a stranger gave to me
And planted on my tongue
And when I look at you
I know I'm not the only one
As a great man once said
There is nothing more powerful
Than an idea
Whose time [bad word]