few days have passed since I heard the word 
There is not much time left for me in this world 
I try to be strong so I put on this mask 
Yet the burden of death is a heavy task 

About to lose my everything 
Cancellation of my future dreams 
So I have written my testament 
My desire to live it screams 
I received my death sentence 
From a friendly man in white 
The being that is my essence 
Soon to fade into the night 

When you go out of town do you ever think of me 
The poison you put in your veins might make you share my fate 
I am so scared that I am shaking all day long 
Answer to the great mystery, most likely I'll be gone 

The doctors are kind but unable to help 
As the panic grows I reflect on the self 
Will I remain beyond or will I be reborn 
For what is not longer should never be mourned 

As darkness and light collide I finally understand 
Atheism and faith unite as nature lets go of my mind 
As I let go to never ever again be here 
Passing into the heavenly void, never again to be scared