Caught between the [bad word] and what I want

When I’m with you, there’s no because

I am always hoping you are going [bad word] around

Caught between whatever I was looking for

And what I found

 

If I’m not enough

I am not enough

And this isn’t love

This is just a papercut

 

This is all pretend, it isn’t real

Tell that to the way my entire being feels

I have nothing left to give, I have nothing left to say

Caught between whatever I am hoping for

And yesterday

 

If I’m not enough

I am not enough

And this isn’t love

This is just a papercut

 

So let’s just leave this now

Let’s just leave this where we lie

Let’s just leave this now

Let’s just leave this before I fall in deeper than I have

And I don’t think that it’s fair

 

If I’m not enough

Then why the [bad word] are you still here?