Hook:
So, i'm gonna explain ya all, how I feel and what i feel now
Just for the 4 years, I made 2 much, yeah it was hard, listen

 [bad word] x2:
4 years ago, i wasn't feeling like this
I was feeling like a [bad word]  and you know this
My life is changed, because of my world
I couldn't breathe, I didn't let myself go

Verse 1:
My mom told me, don't be so random son
My dad told me, it may be dangerous
But I'm still moving, still moving to my aim
I'm doing this, I trying not forget my name
You know how is hard to stay as normal a boy
Cos' I made to much work and I can't avoid
My lable New Style from the beggining
Give me the rest and please stay for the minute
I wanna look around, look through my life
If it's hard, just give me the [bad word] knife
I will kill myself, so nobody will reject me
Or if you want, just try to arrest me
Is it better way to you to save your life
Don't be so afraid, i get a lonely nights
I wanna be honest , my life isn't hard
I wasn't living in the dirty hoods, that's right

 [bad word] x2:
4 years ago, i wasn't feeling like this
I was feeling like a [bad word]  and you know this
My life is changed, because of my world
I couldn't breathe, I didn't let myself go

Verse 2:
I only [bad word] god and i only [bad word] me
So, Nick [bad word] dreamer, it is not so easy

(autotune:)
Not easy for you, not easy for me
Drop the world, I say to god to forgive me

Yeah, I'm only 15, I'm thinking about future
I'm thinking about family
Loyalty is all what i know, 
I don't need to fell down, I wanna just grow up
My childhood isn't hard, as I told
But sometimes I'm standing back against the wall
So, new life, new recording flow
I'm not so famous as Jay-Z or Snoop Dogg
Believe in me, believe in my heart
If you'll do this i'm not gonna stop
Thanks to the God, to my family, to my brothers
And to those who are next to me
I'm full new ideas, so you'll hear about it
Give me juz few days to sort them out

 [bad word] x2:
4 years ago, i wasn't feeling like this
I was feeling like a [bad word]  and you know this
My life is changed, because of my world
I couldn't breathe, I didn't let myself go

Hook:
I was working much, but it's not so difficult in some ways
If you'll gonna believe in what you do
My way will never be end, cos I want 2, i'm doing all for this
And now right after this song, I can feel like i opened my soul to all of you
Peace