Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing mattered
All would be clear then

But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments
watch it all dissolve into a single second
try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
or one foolish line

cause that's all that you'll get
so you'll have to accept
You are here then you're gone

But I believe that lovers should be tied together
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
left there to drown, left there to drown
in their innocence

But as for me [bad word] to the final chapter
I read all of the pages and there is still no answer
all that was before I know must [bad word] after
's the only way it can be

So I stand in the sun
And I breathe with my lungs
And trying to spare
me the weight of the [bad word] 

Saying everything you've ever seen was just a mirror
spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
And laying in a bathtub full of freezing water
Wishing you were a ghost

But once you knew a girl and you named her Lover
danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
autumn came, She disappeared You can't remember
she said she was going to

But you know that she's gone 'cause she left you a song
That you don't want to sing

singing I believe that lovers should be chained... together
thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
left there to burn, left there to burn
in their arrogance

But as for me [bad word] to my final failure
killed myself with changes trying to make things better
ended up [bad word] something other
than what I had planned to be

alright

I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
layed entwined together on a bed of clover
left there to sleep, left there to dream
of their happiness