[bad word] again, what did I do? 
I’ve been caught up and distracted by you.
I held the moment in the palm of my hand and watched it [bad word]  
I tried to understand how you could be so normal 
And I could be so awkward day after day. 
I hate to break the bad news, but I am nothing like you. 
Still, you call me all day. 

Why is it that you touch me like you want me 
And you look me in the eyes like you’ve never seen a boy before me? 
Meet me at the back door so we can talk more. 
Now I’m asking myself what I broke your heart for. 

I never wanted to embarrass you or say anything that wasn’t [bad word]  
Left me wide open eating out of your hand. 
I watched your car leave. I didn’t understand. 
How I could be so stupid, how it got so confusing… 
Still tension in the air. If you want to hurt me, 
Then you should just desert me, now since you are aware. 

Why is it that you touch me like you want me 
And you look my in the eyes like you’ve never seen a boy before me? 
Meet me at the back door so we can talk more. 
Now I’m asking myself what I broke your heart for. 

(Have we both really changed for the better? 
I count the hours until we’re together.)

I’ll most likely spend tonight alone. 
I’d throw a party but no one [bad word]  
I’ll be waiting outside till your car pulls up 
With butterflies slicing holes in my gut. 
I don’t want [bad word] this again.

(Have we both really changed for the better? 
I count the hours until we’re together.)

Meet me at the back door just so we can talk more. 
Now I’m asking myself what I broke your heart for. 
Meet me at the back door.