Desert Rose 
Why do you live alone 
If you are sad 
I'll make you leave this life 
Are you white, blue or bloody red 
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand 

The winds of time 
You knock me to the ground 
I'm dying of thirst 
I [bad word] away 
I don't know how to set me free to live 
My mind cries out feeling pain 

I've been roaming to find myself 
How long have I been feeling endless hurt 
Falling down, rain flows into my heart 
In the pain I'm waiting for you 
Can't go back 
No place to go back to 
Life is lost, Flowers fall 
If it's all dreams 
Now wake me up 
If it's all real 
Just kill me 

I'm making the wall inside my heart 
I don't wanna let my emotions get out 
It scares me to look at the world 
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes 
I tried to drown my past in grey 
I never wanna feel more pain 
Ran away from you without saying any words 
What I don't wanna lose is love 

Through my eyes 
Time goes by like tears 
My emotion's losing the color of life 
Kill my heart 
Release all my pain 
I'm shouting out loud 
Insanity takes hold over me 
Turning away from the wall 
Nothing I can see 
The scream deep inside 
reflecting another person in my heart 
He calls me from within 
"All existence you see before you 
must be wiped out : 
Dream, Reality, Memories, 
and Yourself"

I begin to lose control of myself 
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind 
Nobody can stop my turning to madness 
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart 
Why do you wanna raise these walls 
I don't know the meaning of hatred 
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies 
I only want to hold your love 
Stab the dolls filled with hate 
Wash yourself with their blood 
Drive into the raging current of time 
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly 
"the earth" 
Shout and start creating confusion 
Shed your blood for pleasure 
And what? for love? 
What am I supposed to do?

I believe in the madness called "Now" 
Past and future prison my heart 
Time is blind 
But I wanna trace my love 
on the wall of time, over pain in my heart 
Art of life 
Insane blade stabbing dreams 
Try to break all [bad word] now 
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain 
Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life 
Keep on crying 

Close my eyes 
Time breathes I can hear 
All love and sadness 
melt in my heart 

Dry my tears 
Wipe my bloody face 
I wanna feel me living my life 
outside my walls 
You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so 
You're painting your heart with your blood 
You can't say "No" 
Only turning the wheel of time 
with a rope around your neck 
You build a wall of morality and take a breath 
from between the bricks 
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them 
You're trying [bad word] suicide 
You're satisfied with your prologue 
Now you're painting your first chapter black 
You are putting the scraps of life together 
and trying to make an asylum for yourself 
You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage 
and You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now" 
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart 
Wanna live 
Can't let my heart kill myself 
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for 
Art of life 
I try to stop myself 
But my heart goes to destroy the [bad word] 
Tell me why 
I want the meaning of my life 
Do I try to live, Do I try to love 
in my dream 

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart 
I just wanna let my emotions get out 
Nobody can stop 
 [bad word] to freedom 
No matter how you try to hold me in your world 
Like a doll carried by the flow of time