Sometimes I wanna die
And witness [bad word] through Satan's eyes
I wish I'd slit to end this [bad word] right now
gun and clip to end my life's moral

When I die I wanna go to [bad word] 
It makes more sense
Than Heaven's white apparel
And when I die I wonder if people will care
They grin their eyes at my dead stare

That's why I cannot sleep
The knife is in too deep
I feel no pain in there
My mind is free and bare
Up my arm you'll find a line
Of depressing [bad word] 
Don't take it the wrong way
It's not your fault it's mine

It's been a long [bad word] while
Since I cracked a real smile
And [bad word] my so called friends
They only know me cuz I follow the same trend

I hate the kids who pretend,
They are the minority in this land
They can't accept who they are
That's why it makes me sick like this

That's why I cannot sleep
The blade is in too deep
I feel no pain in there
My mind is free and bare
Up my arm you'll find a line
Of depressing [bad word] 
Don't take it the wrong way
It's not your fault it's mine

Somethings will never change
Somethings will never change
Somethings will never change
Somethings NEVER change